I have just read Ephesians chapter one and this is how I prayed and responded to God after reading His word.
"Forgive me Lord for I know I have not been faithful to You... I am so ashamed of myself and really feel unworthy of You... But still, thank You for reminding me that You have called me to be holy and blameless before You on the account of Christ's finished work at the cross.
Thank You also for reminding me that the intention of Your will is kind and out of Your unconditional love for me... That You purposed for ll things to work together for my good.
I indeed ask Lord that You please give me wisdom and revelation of knowledge of Christ... That my heart be enlightened and see clearly (once again) the hope of my calling in You... And once again desire to bring glory to Your name.
Help me Lord be patient with myself and with You as You lead me back to You again.
Sorry again Lord for failing You. "
I sure am hoping for a "better Rajsh" in the coming days, by God's grace. Amen. ☺️