Will I give up on you?

I have been asking my self that question for the past few weeks...

I remember someone told me-- "Kung ayaw na nila eh di pabayaan mo na..." And I couldn't help but react violently, crap, ayoko nga! But (at isang malaking BUT) then, I remember myself telling other people- "to let God do His own work. It is HIM who will let the seed grow, in HIS own time..."

It's just me hurting! Waaaahhh! Am I giving up na? Should I?

Will I give up on you? :'(