Haaayyy, tama na...

Ilang araw ko nang pinag-iisipan kung magpo-post ba ako tungkol dito, so sige...

I have not seen the video and I do not have any intention to do so. Kahit na magkabi-kabila ang usapan na animo'y lahat na ata ng tao sa paligid ko (particularly sa office) ay nakapanood na, hindi ko papatulan ang *tukso (*tukso talaga kasi somehow the enemy is feeding curiosity on my mind).

I agree with Katrina sa sinabi nyang "Araw-araw biktima ako habang pinapanood ang nasabing video." At nakakalungkot na hndi iyon naiisip ng mga tao.

Click here to read the article.

Even the other video nung commercial model! I hear people say "kawawa naman si Maricar" pero paulit-ulit nilang pinapanood at pinagpapasa-pasahan (sa pamamagitan ng bluetooth) ang video. Nakakalungkot. Nakakalungkot talaga...

Hindi po ako maka-Katrina or some thing to that effect, pero I am praying it will end na, bukod sa nakakasawa na na iyon at iyon na lang ang laman ng "news" mapa-tv, radyo at dyaryo, nakaka-panghina bilang isang babae! Ang paki-ramdam ko object lang ako, ang pakiramdam ko napaka-cheap ng sex at ang dumi...

Haaayyy... So please, tama na po!

(You can also check other article na related sa issue/scandal na ito, by KuyaKevin and Kulitkukote).

Let me be...

Naiiyak ako bigla, here goes that "feeling" again... And I hate it, when the enemy do this to me and I react this way. But God remains faithful and true!

At basta, one thing has been made clear to me (as what God impressed upon me)-- I have been so concetrated on other people's weakness's, their disobedience, their lack of faith, and their stubbornness that have frustrated me! And worse, I have found myself committing the same sin I am condemning!

I have shifted my focus away from Him and now it cost me. I am so hurting.

I am happy though, because even if the people around me doesn't seem to know or doesn't seem to understand what's really going on inside me-- He knows it! He feels it, and He is hurting too! And He is the only One who can satisfy me, comfort me and give me peace.

Soon, I will be okay... Let me be emo for now.

Thank You, Lord!

"teach me Your ways so I may know You and continue to find favour with You..." -Exodus 33:13

From The Inside Out

by Hillsong United

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Nick names

My name is-- Sanbini Raha. It was given by Papa.

The name "Sanbini" is a short term for "isang binibini" (a lady) while the name "Raha" can be ascribe to royalty; chief, princess, king, queen, etc...

Ayun, breif back ground of my name lang. As for my nick name(s)... May dumagdag kasi sa listahan kaya I thought of posting something about it.

1. Bini - or ate Bini is how they call me at home.
2. Raha - I started using this nung 2nd year high school ako. At pag eto ang tawag sa akin ng kung sino man, I know na: naging classmate/friend ko yun sa Polangui (Albay), classmate/schoolmate ko sa Christian School of Liliw, Lyceum Calamba, Union College, or ka-org ko sa GAWAD at YAFE.
3. Rajsh - It was given by a friend I used to work with in Chowking (UPLB) back in 2003 (ata) at ako lang po nag-imbento at nagpa-arte ng ispelling. I used it as my profile ID/name sa friendster year 2004 but I became comfortable introducing myself as Rajsh late that year, all the way back in 2005 when i was working in ICT, and, well up to present. Eto na rin ginamit ko dito sa blogspot at sa multiply account ko. Most people who calls me by this name are form work (or an old co-worker) and/or churchmate ko.
4. San - I use it when I was still taking phonecalls, I hated it but for QA purposes, sige. Feeling si "Sun" daw ako, yung korean character sa Lost. Hehe. Wala lang.
5. Rajee - eto yung pinaka-bago, ewan ko ba sa mga officemates ko. Mga naglalambing at nagpapa-uso ng name. I can't determine kung sino sa kanila ang nag-pasimuno na tawagin akong gany, pero wala namang problem with me. Basta pag eto ang tinawag sa akin, distinct na taga dito sa department namin.

At ayun na nga, I am able to distinguish kung saan/aling part ka ng buhay ko by how you call me (with those nick names given). Kung may dadagdag pa, ewan ko na!

Ayun, hehe. Wala lang!

Follower of Christ?

On April 26, our church will once again offer the class/module "Master's Plan of Discipleship" (Discipleship Training). I was tasked to handle/facilitate it and so I'm inviting you to come and attend the 7 week-every-Sunday-at 11 a.m. equipping class in GCF Ortigas!

Do pray for me as I prepare in advance for the lessons; pray for wisdom, God's grace, strength, complete trust in His power through the Holy Spirit, pray that He will speak to me and through me, pray for a humble heart, a mind captive and obedient to Christ, and that it is His name alone who is (and will always) be magnified.

Pray also for the people that the Lord will prompt and lead to attend the class; preparation of their hearts, minds and whole being and for perfect attendance (since it will be going on for almost 2 months).

All for His glory!

[Sigh]

NAKAKATAMAD
MAGTRABAHO
NGAYON!!!

Hehehe...Ü

Promise, next time ifi-file ko nang VL itong araw na ganito. Queber na sa double pay!

[sigh]

Inviting you...

Come, let us join us... Nyehehe!

Click here.

But, seriously... I would be glad to see you there!